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Z finally got a job. I was leaning towards the idea of kicking him out. I even called his mother and ratted him out. His car is in her name and she was going to sell it because Z could not make the payments. I stopped paying Z's bills, so he is behind on everything. The only money I gave Z was for buying cigarettes and grabbing himself something to eat. I think the pressure from me and his mother made him go out there and grab a job. Why does it have to be that way. If he misses any work this time I am kicking him out. I feel as though I have no choice. When did Z become like this I have no idea. He just always has an excuse. Did I make a mistake in marrying him? I would hate to think that I did. I love him so much, his financial situation and work habits just suck. He has to learn. I refuse to take care of people who cannot take care of themselves. I was beginning to have bad feelings towards Z, and I feel bad for feeling that way. He has to fix this. He has too. I refuse to be with someone who has no motivation. Did he think after we got married that I was going to take care of him financially on what little money I make? I at least go to work everyday. |